ﻓﻲ ﺯﻣﺎﺍﻧﻨﺎ ﻫﺬﺍ ,, ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺃﺻﺒﺢ ﺍﻟﻮﻓﺎﺍﺀ
ﻭﺍﻻﺧﻼﺹ ﻭﺍﻟﺤﺐ ﻭﺍﻻﺣﺴﺎﻥ
ﺷﺒﻪ ﻣﻌﺪﻭﻭﻡ,,,
ﺯﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻘﺴﻮﻩ ﻭﺍﻟﻈﻠﻢ,,
ﺗﺼﻴﺒﻨﺎﺍ ﻃﻌﻨﺎﺕ ﻭﺳﻜﺎﻛﻴﻦ ﻏﺎﺩﺭﻩ,,
ﻓﺘﺠﺮﺣﻨﺎ ﺑﻘﺴﻮﺗﻬﺎ,,
ﺭﺑﻤﺎﺍ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻄﻌﻨﺎﺕ ﻣﻦ ﺻﺪﻳﻖ ﺍﻭ
ﺣﺒﻴﺐ ﺍﻭ ﺃﺏ ﺍﻭ ﺃﺥ ﺃﻭ ﺃﻭ.......ﺍﻟﺦ,,
ﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺻﺎﺣﺐ ﺑﻌﻴﻨﻪ ﺍﻟﻜﻞ ﻳﺠﻴﺪ
ﺍﻟﻄﻌﻦ ﻭﺍﻟﻜﻞ ﻳﻤﻠﻚ ﺳﻜﻴﻦ.
ﺁﺁﻩ ﻋﻨﺪﻫﺎﺍ ﺗﻨﺰﻑ ﺍﻟﺪﻣﺎﺍﺀ ﻭﺗﺘﺄﻟﻢ
ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻮﻭﺏ,,
ﺟﺮﻭﺡ ﻏﺎﺋﺮﻩ ﻭﺩﻣﻮﻉ ﺟﺎﺭﻳﻪ,,
ﻗﻠﻮﺏ ﺗﻨﺰﻑ ﻭﺍﻧﻔﺎﺱ ﺗﺌﻦ ,,
ﻋﻴﻮﻥ ﺳﺎﻫﺮﻩ ﻭﺁﻣﺎﻝ ﺗﺤﻄﻤﺖ ,,
ﻓﺘﻌﺎﻟﻮ ﻣﻌﻲ ﻟﻨﻌﻴﺶ ﻟﺤﻈﺎﺕ ﻣﻊ
ﺟﺮﺍﺣﻬﻢ..
ﺟﺮﻳﺢ ﻳﺼﺮﺥ ﻣﻦ :
)),,,,,,,,,,, ﻃﻌﻨﻪ ﺻﺪﻳﻖ ﻏﺎﺩﺭ ((,,
ﺃﻋﺘﺮﺑﺘﻪ ﺻﺪﻳﻘﻚ ﺍﻟﻮﺣﻴﺪ,,
ﺃﻭﻓﻴﺖ ﻟﻪ ﺑﺎﻟﺼﺪﺍﻗﻪ ﻭﺍﻟﻤﺤﺒﻪ ﺍﻟﻤﺨﻠﺼﻪ,
ﺳﺎﻋﺪﺗﻪ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎﺍ ﺍﺣﺘﺎﺟﻚ, ﻓﻲ ﻇﺮﻭﻓﻪ,,
ﻗﺪﻣﺘﻪ ﺍﺣﻴﺎﻧﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ..
ﻛﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻻﻳﺎﻡ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺑﺼﺤﺒﺘﻪ ,,
ﻛﻢ ﻭﻛﻢ ...
ﻭﻓﺠﺎﻩ ﻭﺑﻼ ﻣﻘﺪﻣﺎﺕ ﻳﺴﺪﺩ ﻃﻌﻨﺘﻪ
ﻟﻈﻬﺮﻙ ﻟﻴﻐﺪﺭ ﺑﻚ,,ﻟﻴﻨﻜﺮ ﺟﻤﻴﻞ
ﺍﻟﺼﺪﺍﻗﻪ ﻭﺍﻻﺧﻮﻩ,,
ﻋﻨﺪﻫﺎﺍ ﺗﺒﻘﻰ )),,,,,,,, ﺟﺮﻳﺢ ﻳﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﻣﻦ
ﻳﺪﺍﻭﻳﻪ ((,,
)),,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ﻃﻌﻨﻪ ﺣﺒﻴﺐ ﺧﺎﺋﻦ((,
ﺃﺧﺘﺎﺭﻩ ﻗﻠﺒﻚ ﻟﻴﺴﻜﻦ ﻭﺣﺪﻩ
ﺑﺪﺍﺧﻠﻪ,,ﺃﺻﺒﺢ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺡ ﻟﺤﻴﺎﺗﻚ,,
ﺗﻨﻈﺮ ﻟﻠﺪﻧﻴﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﻝ ﻋﻴﻮﻧﻪ..
ﺗﺘﻨﻔﺲ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍﺍﺀ ﺑﻨﺴﺎﺗﻪ ﻭﺿﺤﻜﺎﺗﻪ,,
ﺗﻨﺴﻰ ﺍﻟﺪﻧﻴﺎ ﺑﺠﻮﺍﺭﻩ,,
ﻳﻨﺴﻴﻚ ﻫﻤﻚ ﻭﺣﺰﻧﻚ,,
ﻳﻤﺴﺢ ﺩﻣﻌﻚ ﺑﺤﻨﺎﻧﻪ ,,
ﺃﺣﺒﺒﺘﻪ ﻏﺼﺒﺎ ﻋﻨﻚ ,, ﺃﺻﺒﺢ ﻗﻠﺒﻚ ﻣﻠﻜﻪ,,
ﻟﻜﻦ ﻓﺠﺄﻩ :
ﻳﺮﺣﻞ ﻭﻳﺘﺮﻛﻚ ﻭﺣﺪﻳﺎ ﻟﻠﻬﻢ,,ﻳﺘﺮﻛﻚ
ﻟﻠﺤﺰﻥ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﻣﻮﻉ,ﻳﺨﻮﻧﻚ ﻣﻊ ﻏﻴﺮﻙ,
ﻳﻄﻌﻨﻚ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻚ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻭﻫﺒﺘﻪ ﻟﻪ,,
ﻃﻔﻞ ﺑﺮﻱﺀ ﻋﺎﺵ ﻃﻔﻮﻟﺘﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺣﻀﻦ
ﺃﺏ ﻗﺎﺍﺳﻲ..
ﺃﺏ ﺟﺎﺣﺪ ﻻﺑﻨﺎﺀﺋﻪ,,
ﻟﻢ ﻳﺮﺣﻢ ﺿﻌﻔﻪ ﻓﻲ ﻟﻴﺎﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﺮﺩ
ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺳﻴﻪ.
ﻟﻢ ﻳﺮﺣﻢ ﺟﻮﻋﻪ ﻭﻣﺮﺿﻪ.
ﺃﺏ ﺍﻧﻜﺮ ﺃﺑﻮﺗﻪ ﻭﺧﺎﻥ ﺃﻣﺎﻧﺘﻪ..
ﺃﺏ ﻓﺮﻕ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺃﺑﻨﺎﺀﻩ ﻭﻓﻀﻞ ﺑﻌﻀﻬﻢ
ﻋﻠﻰ ﺑﻌﺾ..
ﺃﺏ ﻻﺗﻌﺮﻑ ﺍﻟﺮﺣﻤﻪ ﻟﻘﻠﺒﻪ ﻃﺮﻳﻖ..
ﻓﺘﺼﺒﺢ ﻛﺄﻧﻚ ﻳﺘﻴﻢ ﻓﻘﺪ ﺃﺑﺎﻩ ﺭﻏﻢ
ﻭﺟﻮﺩﻩ.
ﻓﺘﺒﻜﻲ ﻟﻴﺎﻟﻴﻚ ﺍﻟﻤﺆﻟﻤﻪ ﺑﺪﻣﻮﻉ ﺣﺎﺭﻗﻪ
ﻭﻻﺗﺠﺪ ﻣﻦ ﻳﻤﺴﺤﻬﺎ.
ﺗﺸﻜﻲ ﺿﻌﻔﻚ ﻭﺿﻐﺮﻙ ﻭﻗﻠﻪ ﺣﻴﻠﺘﻚ
ﻓﻼ ﺗﺠﺪ ﻣﻦ ﻳﺴﻤﻌﻚ..
ﺻﻔﻞ ﻳﺼﺮﺥ ﻭﻻﻣﺠﻴﺐ..
ﻃﻔﻮﻟﻪ ﻣﻌﺬﺑﻪ.. ﻭﺣﻴﺎﻩ ﺑﺆﺱ ﻻﺗﺮﺣﻢ..
ﺃﺏ ﻇﺎﻟﻢ..
ﻓﻴﺼﺮﺥ ﺍﻟﺤﺸﺎﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺮﺡ ﺍﻻﺑﻮﻩ ﺑﺼﻮﺕ
ﺑﺮﺉ
)).. ﺃﺑﻲ ﻣﺎﺫﻧﺒﻲ ﺗﺤﺮﻣﻨﻲ ﺣﻨﺎﻧﻚ,,؟؟؟؟
ﻓﺘﺠﺪ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ )).. ﻃﻔﻞ ﺟﺮﻳﺢ ﻳﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﻣﻦ
ﻳﺪﺍﻭﻳﻪ((..
)),,,,, ﺻﺮﺧﺎﺕ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﺫﺑﻠﺖ ﺯﻫﺮﺓ
ﺷﺒﺎﺑﻬﺎﺍ ((,,
ﻓﺘﺎﻩ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻬﺎ ﺭﻭﺿﻪ ﻏﻨﺎﺀ..
ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺑﺴﺘﺎﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻻﺯﻫﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻔﻮﺍﺣﻪ..
ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻓﺮﺍﺷﻪ ﺣﻘﻞ ﺟﻤﻴﻠﻪ,,
ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺃﺣﻼﻣﻬﺎ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻟﺴﺤﺎﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺭﻗﺘﻬﺎﺍ,,
ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻛﺒﺪﺭ ﻳﺴﻄﻊ ﺑﺮﻳﻘﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﺎﻟﻲ,,
ﻛﺎﻥ ﻳﻔﻮﺡ ﺷﺬﺍ ﺯﻫﺮﺗﻬﺎﺍ ﺑﻌﺒﻴﺮ ﺍﻟﺼﻔﺎﺀ
ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺮﺍﻩ,,
ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺗﺤﻠﻢ ﻭﺗﺤﻠﻢ
ﺗﺤﻠﻢ ﺑﻔﺎﺭﺱ ﺍﺣﻼﻣﻬﺎ,,
ﺗﺤﻠﻢ ﺑﺎﻃﻔﺎﻝ ﺗﻨﺠﺒﻬﻢ..
ﺗﺤﻠﻢ ﺑﻮﻇﻴﻔﺘﻬﺎﺍ..
ﺗﻨﺎﻡ ﻭﺗﺘﻮﺳﺪ ﺣﻠﻤﻬﺎ.. ﻭﺻﻔﺎﺀ ﻗﻠﺒﻬﺎ
ﻛﻘﻄﺮﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﻨﺪﻯ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻻﻭﺭﺍﻕ..
ﻭﻓﻲ ﻳﻮﻡ ﺗﺴﺘﻴﻘﻆ ﻟﺘﺠﺪ ﺃﺯﻫﺎﺭﻫﺎ ﻗﺪ
ﻣﺰﻗﺖ.
ﻟﺘﺠﺪ ﺣﻠﻤﺎ ﺃﺻﺒﺢ ﺳﺮﺍﺏ ﺭﺣﻞ ﻣﻊ
ﺍﻟﺮﻳﺎﺍﺡ..
ﺿﺎﻉ ﺣﻠﻤﺎ ﻭﺫﺑﻠﺖ ﺯﻫﺮﺍﺗﻬﺎ..
ﺗﺤﻄﻢ ﻗﻠﺒﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﻐﻴﺮ ﺑﻄﻌﻨﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺘﻤﻊ
ﺍﻟﻈﺎﻟﻢ.
ﻣﺠﺘﻤﻊ ﻟﻢ ﻳﺮﺣﻤﻬﺎ.
ﺍﺻﺒﺤﺖ ﺗﺼﺮﺥ ﻓﻲ ﻣﺠﺘﻤﻊ ﺳﻴﻄﺮﺕ
ﻓﻴﻪ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺩﺍﺕ ﻭﺍﻟﺘﻘﺎﻟﻴﺪ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺪﻳﻦ
ﻫﺪﻡ ﺟﺪﺍﺭ ﺣﻠﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻃﺎﻟﻤﺎ ﺳﻬﺮﺕ
ﻋﻠﻰ ﺑﻨﺎﺀﻩ..
ﺳﻘﻄﺖ ﺃﺯﻫﺎﺭﻫﺎ ﻭﺫﺑﻠﺖ,,
ﺗﻨﺎﺩﻱ ﺃﺭﺣﻤﻮﺍ ﺷﺒﺎﺑﻲ ,
ﻣﻦ ﻳﺮﺣﻢ ﺑﺮﺍﺀﺗﻲ .
ﻣﻦ ﻳﻨﻘﺬﻧﻲ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺘﻤﻊ ,,
ﺩﻣﺮﻧﻲ ..
ﻓﺘﺼﺒﺢ
)),, ﺟﺮﻳﺤﻪ ﺗﻨﺰﻑ ﺯﻫﺮﺕ ﺷﺒﺎﺑﻬﺎ
ﺍﻟﺬﺍﺑﻠﻪ((,,
ﺗﻨﺎﺩﻱ ﻣﻦ ﻳﺴﻘﻴﻨﻲ ﺑﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﻩ ﻟﻴﻌﻴﺪ
ﺭﻭﻧﻖ ﺣﻴﺎﺍﺗﻲ..
)) ,,,,,,,, ﺻﺪﻣﺎﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺍﻩ ((((,,
ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻨﺎ ﻣﻠﻴﺌﻪ ﺑﺎﻟﺼﻌﺎﺏ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﻘﺒﺎﺕ..
ﺃﺻﺒﺢ ﻃﺮﻳﻖ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﺎﺡ ﺻﻌﺐ ﻭﺍﻟﻮﺻﻮﻝ
ﻟﻠﻘﻤﻪ ﻃﻮﻳﻞ..
ﻳﻈﻦ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﺾ ﺍﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﻩ ﺳﻬﻠﻪ ..
ﻟﻜﻦ ﺗﺘﺤﻄﻢ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻻﻣﺎﻧﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺻﺪﻣﺎﺕ
ﺍﻟﺰﻣﻦ ﻭﻋﺘﺒﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﻩ,,
ﻓﺘﻜﻮﻥ ﺣﺎﺟﺰ ﺍﻣﺎﻡ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﺾ,,
ﻓﻴﺠﺪ ﻧﻔﺴﻪ ﺃﺳﻴﺮ ﺍﻻﺣﺰﺍﻥ ﻭﺍﻻﻭﻫﺎﺍﻡ..
ﺗﻔﻜﻴﺮﻩ ﻣﺸﻐﻮﻝ..
ﻭﺑﺎﻟﻪ ﻣﻬﻤﻮﻡ..
ﻓﻴﺼﺒﺢ:
)).. ﺟﺮﻳﺢ ﻳﺒﻜﻲ ﺃﻣﺎﻟﻪ((,,
.
.
.
.
ﺃﺣﺒﺘﻲ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻣﻌﻚ ﻓﻲ ﻟﻮﺣﻪ ﻣﻦ
ﻣﺠﺘﻤﻌﻨﺎ ﻭﻗﻠﻮﺏ ﺗﻌﻴﺶ ﻣﻌﻨﺎ..
ﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﻣﺠﺮﻭﺣﻪ..
ﺗﻨﺰﻑ ﻭﺗﺘﺎﻟﻢ..
ﺟﺮﻭﺡ ﻗﺪ ﻣﺮﺭﻧﺎ ﺑﻬﺎﺍ ﻓﻲ ﻳﻮﻡ ﻣﻦ
ﺍﻻﻳﺎﺍﻡ..
ﺟﺮﻭﻭﺡ ﻗﺪ ﺃﻧﺪﻣﻞ ﺑﻌﻀﻬﺎﺍ.
ﻭﺑﻌﻀﻬﺎ ﻻﻳﺰﺍﻝ ﻳﻨﺰﻑ ﻳﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﺍﻟﻄﺒﻴﺐ
ﻫﻤﺴﻪ ﻟﻜﻞ ﺟﺮﻳﺢ:
ﺃﻣﺴﺢ ﺩﻣﻮﻭﻋﻚ ﺑﻴﺪﻙ..ﺃﻣﺴﺤﻬﺎ ﺑﻤﻨﺪﻳﻞ
ﺍﻻﻣﻞ..
ﻛﻦ ﻃﺒﻴﺐ ﻗﻠﺒﻚ .. ﻋﺎﻟﺞ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ
ﻭﻻﺗﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﺍﻟﺪﻭﺍﺍﺀ..
ﻓﺎﻟﺠﺮﺡ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺠﺮﺡ ﻣﺮﺍﺍﺍﺍﺭﻩ